this must be how a tiger feels declawed staring through the glass of a cage at children pointing and mothers scolding and lovers walking handinhand do they revel in their sadness because i imagine they sleep all day for the same reasons that i do because staring at people watching you bask in your own misery is tiring. but i am not a tiger. i am a sad sad girl addicted to misery eating her yogurt imagining herself a predator while wanting a doughnut