All the **** I spout I can't help it sometimes it just comes out. The explicit lyrics lines and rhymes come from the recess of a disturbed mind. One no doubt demented permanently. I mean all the time I am perverse just as I am twisted tangled my bare emotions were raw they've been ******* mangled my reach had been kind of angled short of ******* breath I feel like I've been strangled come on now why the ******* trying to judge me like you are one without baby without any sin. You have no idea what kind of person I am within. One that's always been uncomfortable in her own skin. You don't know where I've been, the places I've visited to from time to time to time again This is where it did all ******* begin To ******* paper I put this Pen. Outpouring the very depths of my emotions I am here just going through the motions white hot flames from my hell give way to an explosion. I wish there was at least one thing to break me wide open. I promise it wasn't on impulse I didn't even try to think it through. Clearly reading intent even in text messages is something I've just become used to. I really dislike all the guys that end up walking around like they're brand new. If you give me a few minutes maybe I can change your point of view. You seem to think I need help, well of course you do, you seem to think there's something special about you. If you're expecting Mercy I haven't had a shred. For awhile ive been walking around like Im already 3 parts dead off of this yellow brick road I began to wander towards the wild blue younder. Absence makes the heart that much fonder. Deep thoughts heavily I ponder. You and I are not quite the same you are sane going crazy while I crazy going sane. We both have different ways of processing pain right down to the kind of thoughts we entertain We don't even know the same kind songs we have difference's in rights and wrongs. We are just as different as day and night. You're as sober as a judge I'm higher than a kite. We have different fears different things that bring us joy. We even have different techniques we tend to employ. I would rather save you would rather destroy. There's no doubt a difference in the lives we've lived and probably in how we'll eventually die. We do not have to see eye to eye to be friends we don't have to the same. So if you want I am down if you're game