It feels like sleepwalking. Time moves around you while you stay still like a black in your moment streaking out whatever else may be happening running into vases on the way to the cupbord sleepwaling. I felt alone. Such posed positions nesting near me, cheesy letters and happy-go-lucky attitudes. There comes a point where you just cant take it any more! Next time I feel I may wonder right out of this house onto the street- now theres an idea... But I am nested here too! Aimlessly wondering around as days fly by like pictures. And my mind continues to spin along with the world and their racing numbers. And all I can do is continue to sleep;