I've always know this had been over But your attention had you laying on my chest and shoulder What's the hell am I to do when I try to climb and get over? I've always thought you wanted what I wanted The what ifs and how's that? Feels a lot more worse than a closer loved one stabbing my back You showed me hardly any emotion Called me out for not showing enough You'd already givin up As I'm repairing **** that'll continue to break up Now my inner sides scream in agony with tears shoving me back into the night when we'd dance with the waves Had no idea they were your waves to me