I'm up here praying
Just hoping for a change

I felt his way in the dark
And drew conclusions

And the only weapon
To make it stop is me.

He doesn't want to be bad.
You might consider it a fact
That good intentions only go so far!

But consider that a person is unwittingly born
Into a world with such a vocabulary
And from that moment only wants good things for themselves
And for everyone else around them!

But it just won't stop you from turning on me,
Or me from turning on you,
Or however you prefer to frame it,
Or however it ends up being framed.

Spectra at war with themselves
People who are resolute
One path with many treacherous and cruel twists
Immutable reality

I love you
So much

I dont know exactly what will happen
But I know it must be deeply traumatic for all of us
And that's probably why I forget...