On empty today runs my so called devotion, even if my emotions are still quite deeper than the ocean. I guess I was basically chosen in this moment I was chosen to be frozen. Into my very soul my greatest love has been interwoven. who knows me better than I do ? The answer is suppose to be not one. One slip of the tongue could leave me completely undone. The insanity of it all has already begun. I am so ******* spun. I leave everyone on stun. I keep on repeating my mistakes like I am a ******* rerun. I reinforce my rules with my shotgun. You can not ******* fix me because believe it or not I am not that kind of broken. My inner beast has already been awoken. I am waiting on the implosion that's going to break me wide open. Everything else from me has been stolen I guess I will go see what's up with all this commotion I stepped outside and I went into a convulsions the fire burned from several white hot explosions. **** that I had almost forgotten that quite fatal are my ******* emotions
I remember well when I learned that it doesn't lessen the pain if you allow the tears to fall since then it has been almost 20 years and I now seldomnly do I cry at all. im a perfect **** up that's perfectly ****** up and I fall right back into yesterday but I was ****** up then too so it's quite okay.
desperately I am seeking solace and salvation. I need to be released from this Hell of my own creation. I tried to take step back so could assess the situation. I know that I'm seeking life changing transformation although I cannot offer any kind of explanation.
I haven't yet quite forgotten that I am indeed a bad *****. I don't ******* like it when I have to flip that switch I pray it all goes off without a ******* hitch. **** sure don't need to be trapped inside of another ******* glitch.
I was taught better than the way I sometimes react truthfully in fact against me all the odds have been stacked II brace myself for the impact. Praying I will come out of this unscathed integrity intact I things aren't quite what I am used to but I'll adapt. Even if I almost snapped when I realized I was being ******* laughed at. I no l longer have to live like that. I have no reservations about ******* fighting back
The things that once I did actively pursue now are what gives me chase Uthey catch up so quickly it's like I am running in place. I am always falling so **** far from this side of that saving grace that i am constantly just trying to save face.
A sinner faithless trapped in a time that is fadeless God he is so gracious even when we have been side stepping our destined greatness thankful to still be in his good graces. With the ghosts for the heroes I traded I could be trading places
Painted faces Vacant spaces Fatal cases Faded pages Lost hope Exhaust smoke glass bowl or whole Flowers grow powers flow Hours ago Our soul Family's position Family decision Family's addiction Family tradition