A young monk eager to show his peers the depth of his devotion embarks on a long fast After 12 days he believes he has proven worthy of respect but, he finds no acknowledgement of his act Discouraged, he goes to the abbot to tell him his tale of woe After a long silence the abbot speaks “Is it sacrifice for the good of one’s soul when no food is taken from a full bowl? Or is it martyrdom thick with need wrongly mistaken for a sanctified deed?”