In the darkness I see myself too clearly,
yet I am blind and lost.
Can't quite figure out what I'm doing,
or what I want,
I'm only scaring myself in the dark.
I wish I could run away from my thoughts,
free myself from my mind and fly through peace.
There is a war in my mind,
neither side is right. Or wrong.
Only interested in hurting the other;
I'm hurting myself.
Help! as I drift through space, lost in the black,
scared with the unknown of lost opportunities
that may have never existed.
I need to be freed.
2009