Empty space
It  Laces with the feeling
Of the past aren’t you tired
being tied to the ending
It  never ends  
It keeps going around and around
Like  a roundabout
It latches on to you
You lack the love
the past locks you up
Afraid of love
Put a lock on the emotions
Empty the feeling
Don’t make a fuss
the past its exhausted and confused
You are losing
it haunts you
Always will
you don’t expect
The  same things to hunt you
Until it hurts you
What’s  the meaning behind the emptiness
That Happiness?
is The lack of sympathy
the path of the people
That abandoned you
Why does it repeat it just won’t  stop
Don’t lie your tired
it’s exhausting
It doesn't Change
it ties  to you
Your lost
Most of the Hope hangs  in your eyes
It drains  like rain that keeps clogging
you change lanes to get through
Your longing  for a Connection
But nothing  stays
everything It just doesn't
fix anything the lies
that lays with you
It’s the list that lingers
And lack of love trigger's you
That itch that lingers the feeling
Your out of place
You don’t belong
here or there or anywhere  
The environment lacks every moment
you long for
to feel the warmth and unconditional love
But it’s unbelievable
you let the fear of being hurt
Ruin the moment of someone that could have been a true friend .
Your scared
The scars of abandonment
It’s not about the moments
Its the reality
Of the truth
Years of yearning
You learn reality it  is the only thing that you try so hard not to realize the truth in
But you already knew the truth it isn’t new
You just wanted to lie to believe
you will be happy someday

RLC