When you are caught between two choices you can be
good bad and say a prayer and get angry try to find the best in the situation blame everyone because you know it's their fault act like its fine let them know that you hate them at the moment try to live on and be the better girl by peace prove you are the better girl by causing them pain
always wanted to go the bad way but striving towards the good.
My best friend really hurt me recently and I'm trying so hard not to lash out because I know it will just make things worse. But it's so difficult because I can physically feel my heart tightening from hurt.