As I write upon these stale yellow pages With a pen ravaged with disuse I am on a search A search for knowledge For feelings For emotions For life For something I search with condemned desperation For something I hid with utter care and precision As well mistrust lust and hatred The last time I embraced in its tantalising embrace Ages ago when my heart and soul were still void of knowledge and corruption I loved as a mother loves her only child I embraced it as the moon is embraced by the velvet clouds Yet I hated it as the neglected son hates his father It gave me so much Love Peace Freedom Clarity Trust Yet took from me eo much Lovr Peace Freedom Clarity Trust Even though it tormented and destroyed my soul I long and yearn for it I still search for it Even after my shattered soul Even after my condemned destiny Even after my destroyed dreams Even after my grotesque life Even after it all Even after............... me I search With condemned desperation I search
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