i think thats why i became so ugly,
i was bitter.
because i gave everyone all the good in me
and they took it
and ran with it...
and just left me....
left the bad in me
and that over took me.
it swallowed me whole.

but i have no one to blame, but myself.
the ones who've hurt me,
took a piece of me,
they did.
*but i let them.