in many ways he was like all the other men she had loved and left before but there was something about him that felt different exciting and mysterious it made her shiver with delight and expectation but also anxious as she discovered a longing in her she had not experienced before this unknown desire alarmed her and she feared loosing control I need to quickly decide whether to leave him or to succumb to my desire she hastily thought yet there was no rush her heart had already decided as this time she had met her soul mate