I am my mother's first born child.
The first child she ever carried.
I am my mother's first born child ,
Also bearer of  her past traumas,
I am my mother's first born child ,
I am her test and trial
I am my mother's first born child ,
Child who had to mature mentally before physical developments,
I am my mother's first born child,
Child who had to understand mother's love through pain


I held my siblings just as my mother
I loved and protected them.
But little do they know ,
I am also just the first born child,
I needed to be loved and  protected too.
But little do they know ,
I was born first to break the generational traumas .
Then set the path for my younger siblings ,
Put up with all family dramas.

Although I say my mother was once a little girl herself too.
This is her first time being a parent.
Still I am my mother's first born child,
The bearer of all her karmas .