I find it uncomfortable when there are the minority of people in the world who are still laughing and staring at me for needing a wheel chair.
The mentality and immaturity of some people in my life just really disappoints and saddens me.
It can some times make me feel like I'm living in an world that has lost a lot of love, purpose and care too.
I still feel the need to hide at home a lot of the time.
I rarely go out in public down to feeling ashamed and embarrassed of being classed as disabled.
There are just far too many hurdles to face with my daily life every day this is made even worse when you have limited mobility.
I often stay out of the way to make life a little easier on every one else.
In the last 9 months I have seen some really good people in my life who have always tried to make me smile.
Gone far and beyond to make my experience in my day more happy and bearable.
I still see some of the bad people in life lurking around who always try to spoil this for me.
I rarely see many ramps for wheel chair assess in public places and on public transport.
Things are steadily changing for the better.
People with disabilities thoughts and views on life are finally being heard and not completely ignored and and rejected so there might be still hope for equal rights.
Who really knows what will happen in the future so the best idea would be to always be positive and thankful for all the help that you do recieve in your life.
Keep strong and always move forward an few more steps each day.
It's important to always take those steps in your life even if they have only been a.few slow steps at an time.
I often still see a lot of shocked and some times even annoyed faces when going out which does take me by surprise.
I still see and occasionally experience mental abuse but that's life eh? I've got to stay strong and keep plodding along.