I wish you could see what you've put me through. I can't even remember the last time I was this aggravated... oh wait, I can, it was also because of you. First you leave, without even a goodbye. No way for me to know other than your Facebook status. Then you leave again, with part of my heart intertwined. You swore to me you wouldn't be a ******. Well here we are again. I was finally getting over it until my phone rang. 3:15 am, I was sick and tired. You sounded drunk and excited. My friend and her roommate were sleeping at your place. Woo hoo, part-ay. It didn't click in my mind until the morning of what you had said to me. That your place was too small for me and my friend to come stay. Oh, I see. I'm not what you want. You've made it crystal clear. But why do I wish you were still here? I close my eyes and it's flashback on flashback. We only had a weekend until you left again. But what I didn't know is that when you left... I'd be losing a friend.