i need you so badly tonight
of all nights
tonight is the worst
that I have felt in awhile

countless times i would
open up our conversations
hoping you would be online
just so I can say "hey"

but tonight is not the night
you weren't online tonight
i'm fighting the urge to
text you or call you

but i made a promise
to you, to myself that
i would try to not talk to you
even if i need you badly tonight

goodnight