Locked in a room drowning in alcohol, but still feeling nothing at all. Numb with emotion as tears storm my face, I wished I felt a feeling especially for a happier place. I'll remember the smiles on their face. Addicted to numb, wake up still feeling no pain. Just cheeks experiencing the rain. Tears fell, my heart aches for attention. I don't say anything. Everyone's breaking, my hands are shaking I'm drinking to remember, waking up to forget. I'm so sorry it was you who had left. So young with a beautiful baby girl I held her for the first time today and I felt the slow motion in my world I went from numb to a heart break. Love you man hope you rest well and mosh for me