Fighting at every turn
Giving up on myself
Facing danger again
Letting it happen
Instead of loving
I let others hurt me
The worst self harm
Because I don't think
Don't listen to reason
Let them touch me
When I say I won't
Am I easily swayed
Or lying to myself
Can't be trusted
To protect my body
My heart
Open for pain
To walk right in
Like I want it
Like I need it