It's going to be ok. Don't worry too much. There isnt much you can do but I know you will try your best. Some days you will want to run away from your own mind. Im here to tell you that you won't be able too. You can't run away from the bad but you can try to stop it. Take a pill and hope it doesn't make you want to sleep your day away. At least if you're fast asleep then nothing will hurt you. Do you choose to stay awake by yourself or drug yourself to sleep every night?