These constant ๐งฑ of comparison He finds himself in Stuck inside his mind again seems Like he can't escape I guess That's what happens when You're hated and the only โค๏ธ you Get is when they see success but At the end of the day it causes Pain inside the โค๏ธ and mind That just seems to be racing trying To find โฎ๏ธ but it seems so muddled up In wanting to be the best at whatever He does cause it feels like it's never good Enough when he performs well and gets All the accomplishments that they wanted Guess that's the curse of being the Number 1 kid out a family of toxic people