philosophy: the slow-burn of experience... in one's last recollection: existentialism: out of every instance: an insistence: a preservation of the Hellenic PRO VIVO and not this morphed Roman: PRE VITRO: by sand: from dune to dune: by sea of dryness to the sea of: insurgent hills: boulders of salt: salt like chalk a rock given: enough time... i wonder why i find myself to seclusive and adamant only: by scorn and tear and moan of woman and the tenderness of a cat's lair... o harp and grunt and gurgle around the edges: torture my past last seen: of me, as me: and someone please have my I to switch me on and off on off on off i have sleep on my mind but dreams walking about and around them i place my campfire: rest: assist... auxiliary that's: since the spelling mistakes: redone like a make-up video with woman: XI L LI and that's a-u-X u-x-I 10 1 1 1 50 51...
that's something special: like the devil's dozen: matthew, luke, judas, simon peter, nathaniel, mateusz konrad mateusz konrad timothy uzeer john Barthamalomew Bart... Barthamoylew: loo! loo! boo! boo!
Q'y'i'y'e
and Kye: Qatohha: Kevin: *******: must... sneeze: mustard?! Knaves! Chives! Chimneys! Open Fields of Poppycock!
WWI: bis (2-chloroethyl) sulfide in the fields: mustard a **** killer gas:
the game of football evolved: not before my eyes but when you're sitting watching snippets of the Sandman with your mother with the skull of three mouths and that's the Holy "the Corinthian" Spirit to me: Christianity can be scary like all the Turkic furor in Leipzig: with the Austrian scorer and then the game was on for the last 20min:
a proper football match: Edie i love you but i also love my father and i also love my mother and i know Reyla is an oprhan but i also write and i know it doesn't give me money but it gives those around me the chance to see a spectacle of one: enamored by life and finding pleasure in thinking and abstracting emotions: rather than using or feeding off of them... emotions have pronouns and sometimes they venture into our minds without brains like schizoid ghosts of freezing winds...
Austria vs Turkey:
not like Portugal vs Slovakia: a beautiful match
but 0 - 0 probably the most tactical of matches with Prima Madonna of Ronaldo i could comment on the sport commentary on t.v. i.e. perhaps Bruno Fernandez will have a chance to get a kick at a free-kick?
point being: football evolved: from a 4-4-2 or a 4-3-3 or a 5-3-2 getting the ratios looser:
M. Gregoritsch: sign of the cross because he was playing against a Muslim: ahem: Turks are not Arabs are secular bandits too
modern football formation: two strikers is so weird: apparently: as told by tacticians so much so that even women got involved and started playing weird: 144 caps... 10 years: how many officiated games are these women having when men are proudest having capped 100 international games...
like wow...
3-2-4-1 3-4-2-1
and now my own:
2-2-3-3 2-4-2-1-1
but there are some weird ones: point being: in the old days you had games where
4-4-2 clashed with a 2-4-4 game of football was chiral: and no chiral too:
you did have 4-4-2 vs 3-3-4 and that was given to us "fans" who played football on t.v. and still do... because the game can evolve and now you have these weird formations:
new: Portugal: old: Slovakia: almost the Cold War reignited...
then Turkey and Austria: point being there's a siege at the goal: that never used to happen: set-pieces and sieges of "confused" formation no longer being so rigid not fuseball fusball fastball: not snooker or cripples...
obviously tomorrow i will have to get my father an AC/DC t-shirt and think about an ever expanding family i missed father's day with a present but socks and whiskey and sunglasses:
i just remembered that i've been scribbling for well over a decade and i have a trip to Hawaii to thank me for seeking out the vampire darkest ego and triad but football has changed and it's in the formation and how games are also analysed and should be noted of: should their functioning in a recurrent investment of interest fade: so becoming deductive de facto: defunct:
blood sports of the Coliseum football matches and concerts of the Stadiums... little Greece in Soho and the West End... there's always a little Greece and a little China wherever Rome still remains: a whiff of sewage and fresh air and oranges and bay leaves... well: no wonder Rome didn't invade the Slavic peoples while invaded what is the British Isles a Germanic and Celtic and Wend to Pict: conglomeration an Alice in Wunderbra...
the game has changed: capacity of Madison Sq Garden: 18,000... if i won't be able to stop and one but one of my poems gravitates to the capacity of Wembley:
just to love sport and be sober about it: i can't imagine being savage at a sporting event having to invest in ******* like this is war war of what? disparaging colors of shirts? flags: being burned?
i have to be sober and critical and fair and judgemental whenever watching a sporting event it's not a managerial investment to the alternative to playing golf and making deals and friends and profits...
to appreciate sport is to escape the hellhole of bedroom antics of video gaming: yes: unlike those turtles of the toilet literature 15min constipation over Proust: but live sports is what gets you away from video gaming... you get to be a play-along judge: critique: honing in on the Ethic: the laughter at the devil with:
well i do know right from wrong! you just worded it differently! i spoke with the fox: and he told me: double-sly against you: being a mammal and all and probably one of your lesser cousins: i do know right from wrong: but you said: and you will have knowledge of the difference between good and evil!
simple! math! grammar! i do know right from wrong! but if you serpent old peacock: survived the dinosaurs: ha ha: crocodile my Mammon and Moloch with Beelzebub a bird beak pecking... since: old serpents became hmm...
confused woodland pigeons: sometimes i see a confused male unable to call to tell apart the sexes with the males less convinced about flying away to safety: no greater spectacle than the abandonment of a pregnant woman...
it should be Shakespearean but then those old social norms would have had two families waging wars against each other...
now so lazily: clamoring to mean anything at all: best confronted by the friendship of dogs and it's just as sad to write anything about these times: at all.