Jul 2
originally intended to compensate some dietary reading: concerning the abjad (abgad) el tigr3 infanticide: because we're never getting back together i listen to well ******* indie tracks than you... only as late first recognized: 1990 by Peter T. Daniels... which i came to the same realization perhaps the Jews were murdered by Europeans displaced into Europe by who but we might have killed so many of them yet at no point did they tell us the secrets of their religion: no... not really: kept it like an ever-shifting Vatican popping up in numerous places: like i'm with Kanye West in Moscow right now on a freedom of speech trip... like i have mind farts and i'm constipated with cramps... then less so diarrhoea (wrong spelling) spewing into custard tarts... i knew the Hebrews were hiding their vowels... I for 1 and E for 3... and O for zero... so... that's 3 vowels used in the creation of letters... or rather 3 numbers... A and U? don't know... something do with with being preoccupied with Δ for A: that's dropping her skirt and getting rammed in the ***... ergo it might have been a story of Edward and Amie... not Adam and Eve... any more vowels for letters? no... how many numbers 10... so 7 numbers came from consonants... and there are more consonants than vowels: phew! i was almost getting scared that it might not be logic: after all: guiding me...
i want to write something relax
but then her crying
into my ear
last night for two hours
two more hours when i woke
up and played with her
in bed
the sound of something hitting
or rather being placed on a table
with great force:
me striking a glass of whiskey
with my stainless steel ring finger
i have not bothered
to fix the wooden psalm 91
wooden ring
it must have snapped at least 5 times
now: into four pieces from the original 2
conversing toward an: "under-appreciation"
of the Hebrew:
Gematria:
when there's psychology there's psychiatry
when there's astrology there's astronomy
when there is physics there's metaphysics:
this is the one sole inversion
when there's Gematria there's Algebra
and Mother Mathematics...
assigning letters with numbers
when it was letters that gave birth to numbers
and no
the pride of Lucifer
in the science
maybe my i.q. is sub-par but pride
is so shallow
today i watched one episode
of the Sandman
and freaked out
at the Corinthian: a skull with three mouths!
that's the Holy Spirit:
the Corinthian from the t.v. show
the Sandman!
ingenious! i rarely watch t.v.
but sometimes i do get
a glimmer of Plato's Cave and i'm like: wow!
i can or did i conjure up
these characters in my sleep...
or in my writing:
i've written so much i forgot to keep
track: occupational hazard
of being semi-professional:
semi: i'm not getting paid
but i love what i do and i write
without looking down on the keyboard:
ol' QWERTY
i just look at the screen and position my hands
just right before the altar
of words and gods
i place my hands on the altar of letters
and numbers and punctuation markers
and i don't pray with arms
clasped:
perhaps her loving me is her crying
into my ear
which is almost like her moaning into my ear
perhaps her crying
and her moaning are a twin ecstasy genius
demigod of the feminine... of women:
woo or woe:
woo me O woe...
woe and woo me
i'm just a man
i keep emotions for minutes
while thoughts for hours
and they stretch into days
and days
become weeks
and weeks months
and months years
and thoughts i just drop like pennies
all round:
i steer away from emotion
but i remember places where
i lamented in the night:
the pride of mathematics and sciences
over the humanities
because numbers became ungrateful
in the minds of men
while words remained lazily clad...
6 for b and 9 from P
5 from S and 2 from Z
1 from I
7 from L
4 from G
3 from E
0 from O
and that's TEN: 10... binary
and:
we'll not go into the algorithms...
what were the initial letters of Surah:
ALIF LAM MIM
the cow...
ʾ / ā 1
alif...
ل lam: 30
مـ mim: 40
1 30 40
now combine:
+ / - / x / ÷
1 + 30 + 40 = 71
the 1 is going to be problematic:
ع ('ayn) = ل + مـ
but the one is going to be problematic:
it might have to invoke
what happens when letters peered at their
creation of numbers and then:
the numbers did likewise
and found! and found! π
that became like the bible for numbers
a circle:
ego,
coefficient
the glue
and the holy script of
numbers begins with π
the little god of god:
because there is: a little god of god...
and he is contained within the circle
and sometimes in the Kaaba...
and mostly in orbit on Jupiter
with the Great Eye
of a wind of the implosive gravity
of black halls:
dark stars
like light gods
there must be a pantheon of the dark
gods
who help us see past existence
and see death a paradise
a Kafkaesque life and brilliance in darkness
and the cool of shades...
8. and when kindsfolk and orphans and the needy
are present at the division (of the heritage),
bestow on them therefrom and speak kindly
unto them.
10. Lo! those who devour the wealth of orphans
wrongfully, they do but swallow fire into their
bellies, and they will be exposed to burning flame.
i can work with this translation:
i can take snippets of the Quran and feel ecstasy
at the poetry that cannot be translated
and is only responsible for the greatness of
the current Arabs
and their diligent wait for the unearthing
from the Desert the Gold of Black...
unlike any comparative literature:
Dune saga and the life of Lawrence of Arabia
and David the key star
on board Prometheus
since we moved on from the 20th century
and Aliens
and freaks and our own d.n.a. mishandling
genetic defects
while the Chinese are not shy about using
technology proper...
but the new horror emerged from the android
than the alien all freakish animal
like an enlarged insect
nothing more:
a new sobering horror: after all the same people
made the first movie and the second movie:
same director:
Ridley Scott? can't remember:
but a new horror emerged at noon! not in the night:
at noon!
p.s. n.b.
well Reyla is an orphan and now she's worried
that she has too much of her father
in her
whom she never met
and whether i'm all in scratches or what is: isn't
and what isn't: somehow is...
like the currency of themes where
people congregate and what this medium
has become
maybe i should be thinking about switching
mediums and putting a Bill or a Sterling
a Bills: $
a Sterling £: lark:
3 E £
3 E £
whereby numbers created a letter
that is a surd a Chinese ideogram not Chinese
but nonetheless
juice: glitter... the same message:
a trans-valuation insignia: £T$
in a land of working
with: gandu
un'qyl
and habibi.
i want to write something relax
but then her crying
into my ear
last night for two hours
two more hours when i woke
up and played with her
in bed
the sound of something hitting
or rather being placed on a table
with great force:
me striking a glass of whiskey
with my stainless steel ring finger
i have not bothered
to fix the wooden psalm 91
wooden ring
it must have snapped at least 5 times
now: into four pieces from the original 2
conversing toward an: "under-appreciation"
of the Hebrew:
Gematria:
when there's psychology there's psychiatry
when there's astrology there's astronomy
when there is physics there's metaphysics:
this is the one sole inversion
when there's Gematria there's Algebra
and Mother Mathematics...
assigning letters with numbers
when it was letters that gave birth to numbers
and no
the pride of Lucifer
in the science
maybe my i.q. is sub-par but pride
is so shallow
today i watched one episode
of the Sandman
and freaked out
at the Corinthian: a skull with three mouths!
that's the Holy Spirit:
the Corinthian from the t.v. show
the Sandman!
ingenious! i rarely watch t.v.
but sometimes i do get
a glimmer of Plato's Cave and i'm like: wow!
i can or did i conjure up
these characters in my sleep...
or in my writing:
i've written so much i forgot to keep
track: occupational hazard
of being semi-professional:
semi: i'm not getting paid
but i love what i do and i write
without looking down on the keyboard:
ol' QWERTY
i just look at the screen and position my hands
just right before the altar
of words and gods
i place my hands on the altar of letters
and numbers and punctuation markers
and i don't pray with arms
clasped:
perhaps her loving me is her crying
into my ear
which is almost like her moaning into my ear
perhaps her crying
and her moaning are a twin ecstasy genius
demigod of the feminine... of women:
woo or woe:
woo me O woe...
woe and woo me
i'm just a man
i keep emotions for minutes
while thoughts for hours
and they stretch into days
and days
become weeks
and weeks months
and months years
and thoughts i just drop like pennies
all round:
i steer away from emotion
but i remember places where
i lamented in the night:
the pride of mathematics and sciences
over the humanities
because numbers became ungrateful
in the minds of men
while words remained lazily clad...
6 for b and 9 from P
5 from S and 2 from Z
1 from I
7 from L
4 from G
3 from E
0 from O
and that's TEN: 10... binary
and:
we'll not go into the algorithms...
what were the initial letters of Surah:
ALIF LAM MIM
the cow...
ʾ / ā 1
alif...
ل lam: 30
مـ mim: 40
1 30 40
now combine:
+ / - / x / ÷
1 + 30 + 40 = 71
the 1 is going to be problematic:
ع ('ayn) = ل + مـ
but the one is going to be problematic:
it might have to invoke
what happens when letters peered at their
creation of numbers and then:
the numbers did likewise
and found! and found! π
that became like the bible for numbers
a circle:
ego,
coefficient
the glue
and the holy script of
numbers begins with π
the little god of god:
because there is: a little god of god...
and he is contained within the circle
and sometimes in the Kaaba...
and mostly in orbit on Jupiter
with the Great Eye
of a wind of the implosive gravity
of black halls:
dark stars
like light gods
there must be a pantheon of the dark
gods
who help us see past existence
and see death a paradise
a Kafkaesque life and brilliance in darkness
and the cool of shades...
8. and when kindsfolk and orphans and the needy
are present at the division (of the heritage),
bestow on them therefrom and speak kindly
unto them.
10. Lo! those who devour the wealth of orphans
wrongfully, they do but swallow fire into their
bellies, and they will be exposed to burning flame.
i can work with this translation:
i can take snippets of the Quran and feel ecstasy
at the poetry that cannot be translated
and is only responsible for the greatness of
the current Arabs
and their diligent wait for the unearthing
from the Desert the Gold of Black...
unlike any comparative literature:
Dune saga and the life of Lawrence of Arabia
and David the key star
on board Prometheus
since we moved on from the 20th century
and Aliens
and freaks and our own d.n.a. mishandling
genetic defects
while the Chinese are not shy about using
technology proper...
but the new horror emerged from the android
than the alien all freakish animal
like an enlarged insect
nothing more:
a new sobering horror: after all the same people
made the first movie and the second movie:
same director:
Ridley Scott? can't remember:
but a new horror emerged at noon! not in the night:
at noon!
p.s. n.b.
well Reyla is an orphan and now she's worried
that she has too much of her father
in her
whom she never met
and whether i'm all in scratches or what is: isn't
and what isn't: somehow is...
like the currency of themes where
people congregate and what this medium
has become
maybe i should be thinking about switching
mediums and putting a Bill or a Sterling
a Bills: $
a Sterling £: lark:
3 E £
3 E £
whereby numbers created a letter
that is a surd a Chinese ideogram not Chinese
but nonetheless
juice: glitter... the same message:
a trans-valuation insignia: £T$
in a land of working
with: gandu
un'qyl
and habibi.
