am i so wrong
to want to hear
that i am missed
loved,
treasured,
longed for.

am i so wrong
to want to feel special
beautifull
adored
secure in you.

i dont know
from one day to the next
what you feel for me.
if anything at all.

you cant say you love me
you cant say you miss me
you cant say
how i make you feel.

this whole facade
is but pretty lilies on the water
with nothing underneath

dont i deserve
to hear what i am to you.
how you feel when im not around

i know i am insecure
but you are not helping.