Fake friends surround me as I down another 🍾 to the head Thoughts circling 🤔 why I'm still here In this pit where we drink to get lifted Yet I'm feeling so empty deep inside 🕳️ In my chest but my ❤️ can't seem to Say no to the thought of another glass Another 🍾 to relax yet I'm stuck here Sitting wondering why these friends I keep seem to be why I feel so weak It's like I ❤️ the buzz hate the company