How can she be gone when I still feel her embrace The warmth of her touch, I see the looks on her face These comforts time will soon take And leave the thoughts that keep me awake Cause I can never forget how I failed so completely And the ways she suffered so deeply I could have gone to see her but I missed my last chance I should have been there, I knew well in advance She was there for me, anytime i needed her She was delighted even when I barely greeted her I feel a strange sadness tearing apart my core These feelings i've never know before Something inside me has yet to ensue I feel like I can still call her and get thru Like she'll be there waiting on my cue But I can't, she won't be there for me whenever Grandma's gone forever