Body goes through so much pain from the physical abuse suffered and it keep his mind in ******* feeling like everyone will π him the way his parents did, feeling lost and lonely seeking β€οΈ from anyone he can find leading up to him wishing he'd die it seem tough climbing a ποΈ built on broken glass and empty promises, he feels all alone with nobody to turn to it just seems like pain is all there ever is to a boy living in this π₯Ά world