reminiscent /ˌreməˈnisənt/ (adj) -

you're surrounded by things that provoke your mind
memories keep flooding in
mp4s pop up in your robotic little head,
that you've attempted to build,
just to stop feeling.

you're like tohoku after that tsunami;
you're damaged
but you know that you have to be a little bit stronger against these memories.
you're used to it.

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