Wandering a world of traps and likes, sometimes I stare into the abyss of the blue sky, and the sun illuminating the garden through the birch trees, and I wonder if this is happiness.
I wonder how many things I will change in my life, and I wonder if I'll look back one day and think it was happiness.
I wonder if I will wound up regretting it, regretting changing myself or my life, regretting changing my path to fit others' expectations, or are they my own?
What's left after a person wanders, wanders and wonders?
the uncertainty around what one's future life will look like based on decisions they are making at the moment