I always wondered the concept of existence. Mamita made sure to show me. I watched her get ready in her orange suits while everyone yelled “chocho” making sure she was seen. I smiled swirling my dress yearning to be as fabulous like her. Existing to her was obvious. She took me in and that was enough to know I belonged to the family. I still question why she chose me but wasn’t I lucky? Existing in her eyes as family.