i tell you is it worth to buy a book of £50 and i tell you about the weight of horses and of teeth
is it not refreshing to read a book by an Arab and escape thus outside the first contact of the Quran
like saying: Christian find the apocryphal library a devil a humanist
what happens in the Church of Los Vegas San Vegas stays in San Vegas and Vigro how you mingle pagan attributes to your life with wearing the clothes of christian blood but why i ask can i not venture to these texts outside of church and discuss them with you all that brings forth conversation about god but not these strict conversions and anti-conversions and no more swaying no more wind nor rain nor this happiness when the birds sing...
from Jahiz the Abbasids - of the ****** Fa'iq such a different story line and history to have arrived at the same place with the taborns the taborns... what are taborns? camel slither on the desert sands when walking in line with the history the great serpent of time and man the time-man concept within the space-time stresses of authentic atheistic reality some people purport to keed (P) rigid for us little religious types like under constant scrutiny for not paying prayer unto deity...
in my youth the story of the *** form Nazareth and through Islam's prism at least some reality outside of the church the Stellar Couchsurfer arrived in the capital of the ancient world Jerusalem with a newly sprung Empire of the Romans and later Byzantines like this was a Greek revival in the stage of the ancient peoples
Couch-surfer majestic came to Jerusalem from Nazareth (the Arab capital of Israel) Tel Aviv being the Jewish capital of Israel - as of yet there is no clear partition of Jerusalem not as clearly as the division of Berlin -
a fate of a people in a place a fate of a people in a time how different the too that now what can be the Vatican of modernity and only the rising sand vacuum...
some distant away end of the spectrum of experience: outside the bedroom and multitude of throng -
Throng - this is the name of our Planet - it is no longer Earth but Throng Pirazyjvi
well... if i've started to read books with names like real people in fiction by time disparity for example:
abu al-qasim ja'far ibn muhammad ibn hamdan al-mawsili
13th worrier cut off point for the prince of Baghdad:
Abu... IBN... abu yb'n
at least for my own sanity how long has it been since i was last involved in literature and now this break-up is going to cost me much more than just a heartache - this will spiral into a controlled vizier - a dervish love for spinning gravity instead of gravity of the fallen... the gravity of the fallen angels implies a fall a gravity by vector -
if iblis will not bow to man then iblis will be falling in a one dimensional space of the point A to point B while man will revel in gravity with the earth and thereby spinning on point A thus: Å ° °
this letter: Å ° °
the king's letter: all unto Allah - or how to simpler say: utter backwards the name Yahoo - or Yahweh - vocal because apparently "we" do not know how to utter the word: yet so apparently: i remember in my lament on Brick Lane falling down and crying allah allah like a child of why do i have to see these two rivers from the coals of my eyes blackened by past and future riddles...
what revelation comes from a wholesome diet of books to find oneself preoccupied with a child who didn't see the forest for the books or the books for the toothpicks or otherwise sand as glass because surely i can at least "inte-
ʾAlf Laylah wa-Laylah - or rather my alternative script... Dune by Frank Herbert + the Quran + the Meadows of Gold by al-Masudi + Rumi + Omar Khayyam
because i did spend a good portion of my life shielding myself using Knausgaard's Mein Kampf and it was a dark period of my life that culminated in a division of labour 3 volumes through when the original buyer made his last impression on a grandson by 4th volume grandfather was dead then uncle moved back successful uncle in his father's eyes thus for 2 years not even cleaning his dead father's room it only took me to come and clean the stink out stink of dementia and this is from a love a hidden place that cannot be on the same pages as that of the fate of slave lovers because there were slave lovers and how slavery looked back in Arab times and how slavery looked back in Roman times and we can see a massive distinction and oh jeez perhaps the Arabs were the best slave masters and that's why they openly practiced it up to well let's suppose 1978 for some reason that number sticks... and perhaps that's why there's this argument that the only reason why the English abolished slavery is because they were the worst slave masters the world has ever seen! maybe there's an argument there perhaps slavery per se is misunderstood just like the word apocryphal is misunderstood among christians in terms of what writings can be turned into money slot machines of sophistry and the mega church and what ought to be spoken in private: but still that third man in the picture like the diamond face of muhammad at least if illiterate then had some knowledge of other forms of communication like algebra and Pythagoras and ****** expressions but regardless this Christian focus on the face and what mellow eyes
imagining myself sitting in a cafe in Amsterdam going about my day micro-dosing the shy effects of marijuana because Amsterdam is a liberal city and some people are sensible not operating heavy machinery or driving buses on a ****** but at least this scribbler is an envious scumb comb working the security industry for the kicks of: when will the time come when i'll get to punch and shove and push and manage crowds like a butch?
yeah yeah: i was going to add: like a butch lesbian? point of concern: the book was advertised as a FIRST EDITION the Arab in me is thinking: for the knowledge within this book there are still about 30 unread message from Edie after i mentioned what if Reyla comes and stays with me for the summer? i think that's how i ended last night but if this book is sold as a first edition how much of a first edition is it, actually?
flick to the first LEFT page first published in 1989 by Kegan Paul International
this edition first published in 2010 by Routledge
first issued in paperback in 2015... hmm... The Night Gate (as film) sort of appeal to writing per se... is there an ISBN tracker? is there an app or something on the internet... maybe chatGPT can help if the internet spews out *******...
AI is the new internet that's if you knew how to use an internet... privately i don't mean the public use of the internet for commerce this is not a critique of the internet for all the infrastructure convenience like speed dating off the island of Kauai otherwise it would take a Capt Cook to sail sail away and bring back a fruit for Gaugin to get a ******* and for Dr Jeckyll and Hyde to find graves there and rest and smile with diamonds instead of teeth...
9781138980617
let's find you: in my Little Aushwitz where things are numbered, cataloged: well can't exactly say the Germans understood the concept of slavery...
could have won the war with all that forced labor... Schindler understood this but where's an economic genius when you have all that Bavarian drunk singing then sober acting like there is no alternative to alcohol so up with you to the Luftwaffe and on Pervitin with you! transliterated as: perverted vitamin.
well then... maybe i should be mad enough to send this copy back and instead get the hardback edition for £200?
but wait, there's a sticker over the ISBN... LPN WE 21884 8812
never mind: when Abbas became Caliph... a century gone to kings and no such benevolent slave owners that might be sung their fairness as if a litter of little Solomons running about from dune to dune to a salt rich sea where nothing lives this desert in a desert this puddle of salt in Israel this desert in a desert a reminder that the desert is not the harshest place on the planet but that the Dead Sea is...
al-Baḥr al-Mayyit Yām HamMāvet some little citation here and there...
the reign of Mutawakkil... some humbling rule not to mention the only notable on our side of history is matched by only Richard the half viking half saxon in the domain of body and mind as Saladin - the Syrian - Assyrian - makes ***** of 'ryans? some land of Ur and Yr to ask for the annals of more sense? how about i embark on writing this mid-afternoon preparing dinner and thinking to myself: just your normal afternoon in Amsterdam... just your normal afternoon in Amsterdam because i do actually get my **** delivered to me when i go out and buy my groceries and that's like the anti-thesis of delivaroo and all the kamikaze electric bicycle riders form Bangladesh jeez i mean this is modern England and it's not like the industrial revolution promised anything beyond its expiry date of the late 20th century... given where soft energy goes with hard intellect to suspending human life above nature that even the admired Arabs of Frank Herbert's time can no longer be admired...
but there is an alternative history of Corbeas the patriarch of the Paulicians a talk of the ****** Yazman in procession surrounded by his man like he was the virile **** twice removed from the testicles because i imagine being an ****** gives you double the virility i might imagine wrong but when as men we get told so many things wrong like how menopause is somehow bad for women when you can finally have uninhibited *** and no ****** instead a ****-ring and i imagine this time of the Arab expansion like some injection of faith and hope for Old Iraq or Babylon or what the world used to look like on the current scale of Empires still afloat like this world will never rid itself of Empires this world will never be a place for small people or villages or islands there will always be grand ideas and empires and they will rise and fall and even the murmur of a beginning will bellow for ages unbecoming aging and succumbing to the folly of mortal stuff...
yes: i can concur: this book is worth £50 and i am not mad enough to buy the hardcover copy because as much as i'm a bibliophile i'm not a collector - because i need working books and working books are paperback books and i know the fate of hardbacks they stand the test of time: provided they are: NOT OPENED... not necessarily unread: a collector would buy two copies... one for the moths and time and the other for his work ethic being tested: when, yes, a large proportion of the public was illiterate a literate man could call writing work... but i hardly think that possible these days given what squalor of intellect this medium has been exposed at least there is some hope in a portion of society being used to code anti-mantras...
otherwise none of these snippet artefacts from so long ago: continually weaving a historically-journalistic endeavor... nuggets like the Spaniards like them in tapas because such is the frivolity of eating that you never want anything particular but food and conversation and fascinating how the culture of food is very important and how to best describe the culture of food these days this culinary cult and some personalities like excelling in farming but somehow diminished learning when it comes to cooking like this Slavic aversion to spice and the people's i will not name aversion to the use of salt...
is that an apostrophe typo? should that be peoples'? i wonder i don't wonder but when it comes to being culturally influenced it's not like i heard about al-Masudi from a Muslim: how could i have if they take their public intellects to be donning Niqabs like women?
not if i heard of the author sooner would i be a Lawrence of Arabia Sinbad wannabe... like some thrill off the page to venture with humanitarian aid to Gaza and get blown up like some ******* adventure that would be i already have an adventure piece with a girlfriend over 20h away on the dotted line where day begins and day ends just shy of Francis and the Canine Islands no the Desert Islands no those Miraculous Taiwanese and their Polynesia Trip because that's some history there like no feet just four hands people oar no oar just paddle with hand or perhaps there's no myth of earth there:
but salt shrinking then expanding into a sustainable / visible gas the clouds are the only visible gas known to without being the gas with fire so i mean the salt gas: sodium chloride as gas... and not gas...
sodium in chlorine gas is a dim sunlight hazy morning reach into my flask this is like a new beginning couple this trip: just not willing to finish vol 6 of Mein Kampf some other books in between fascination with Olson Maximus long gone now then couple movie Dune with girlfriend Dune 2.0 then the book itself Dune 3.0 and then refresh to what blah blah ordeal holy: bible or quran does it really matter i mean the lived experience of Islam is a bit like forgetting but the lived experience of Christianity is a bit more sinister in that it's remembering...
Islam is a religion of forgetting while Christianity and Judaism is a religion of remembering
i find solace in this... a great parody of paradise not being attained by graft or vain-hope in simply born to be simply relieved from the stomach of celestial and cerebral ordeals of minds and stars of milky ways and intellect's weaving a narrative: slave owner of ego or the master destroyer of egoism in this void blanket of automated hands filling the void behind two organs nose apart this mind and eye duality that exists when there is no voice of "thinker" in the ether of whatever substance allows this clinging of voice outside the mouth in the chamber of the hard hit head of bellows at a later date...
swarming of words in empty interludes some would be sung some would be defaced and abandoned like miniatures of mentions words like details biological emerge and violate a presence to then abandon a people they themselves abandoned in the dealt exercise of chance by then chance and determination complimented regardless of religious affiliations and desires... this sickness of people telling other people that they are right like there was ever a clear distinction between right and wrong ever since it was made unfeasible to then say that how original in sin we might be if the sin be nothing more than a judgement of confusion - how perhaps it was not in the god's mind to think a man be born into confusion or perhaps there was no confusion while god painted the naked blessed duo all enraptured and silky smooth not confused to be anywhere not some Eden on the periphery of life in the squint of the Eskimo like: suspicious even i do that my fish bowl eyes are not so much darting but when drawn by hand are not fish bowl eyes the aesthetic standard of Manga - but no argument from cartoons no real remedy against Disney indoctrination to safeguard against an evil frown and the third eye blind as the evil eye...
like one eye and one ear unto the brain which gives me two tongues and that's more than can be said: when Islam becomes a religion of two tongues... this is a prophecy:
WHEN ISLAM BECOMES A RELIGION OF TWO TONGUES...
just saying: don't know what that means, i'm just saying what i haven't been told: when islam becomes a religion of two tongues... given christianity and their many tongues not-o.k. sorry not o.k. this religion ***** *** ***** *** so many tongues and English is crass and no i don't like christianity in English just like no i treat this tongue as my Lingua Franca εμπόριο γλώσσα και ιδέες...
from the same book: alchemical text: the spontaneous synthesis of nesquehonite from natural talc reaction with CO2 and ammonia was attempted with an aim to control the crystal growth by Ding et al.
or as mentioned ascribed to Byzantine alchemists - take talc and ammonia and what is found on the roads, all in due measure, making no mistake; then if you love your Lord, you will be master of creation...
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such modern referencing like trigger-happy to just copy paste copy paste like this is never going to any holy place like there are plenty of those holy supplies now sober now drunk about to fold on a backlog of 30 messages
of man's quest to rival nature's creative powers of man's quest to rival nature's creative powers these adherents to geometry and sophistry as if brighter and loftier than the songs of birds... of man's quest to rival nature's creative powers adhesive invisibility of strings head-strung strong virtual puppet a bleeding wound like an oyster on the body when dipped into the sea...
well less the chess anecdotes but at least one anecdote playing backgammon with a woman this could belong somewhere in these pages an anecdote of playing backgammon with a woman not just playing backgammon but playing backgammon with a woman and spicing it up the breath of cinnamon from worm and the breath of apple cider from a serpent
as frightening as the existence of angels as frightening as the existence of eyes in souls...
as frightening as the existence of angels as frightening as the existence of eyes in souls.