I won't be mad that you left. I knew this day would come even thought you told me it wouldn't. I believed almost every word that came out of your mouth. That I would be your number one. That no one could take my place. Look how wrong I was because I'm crying at my keyboard wonder where I went wrong. In the back of my mind this is a nightmare that should have came sooner. I'm afraid to open my eyes knowing this is real life. Knowing that I lost my other half to someone else. I'm not mad that you are leaving. I'm mad that I Believed you would stay.