They are sleeping next to me. I feel safe but my mind doesn't trust it. It tells me do more harm than good. With you deep down I know I'm safe and you know that to. Even if everything else around us doesn't make sense. They are sleeping next to me but my mind doesn't trust it. Letting horror movies play in my head about the ones that I love. Making me feel crazy for loving them more and more. Maybe my mind isn't used to this feeling and is trying to make me safe. I don't want to safe I just want to live in the moment.