As you walk up the stairs to the funeral door You think about the pain and agony this person went through Wondering how on Earth could all of this be endured What they were thinking before the heart monitor went flat In the midst of your thinking, you find yourself on top of those stairs Ready to enter the building in which that loved one is currently lying in
After walking around, mourning the death with other loved ones You go and see the body and see what damage has been done You see that the lifeless body looks still as ever, like they’re sleeping “Wake up. Please. I need you hear,” You start crying out through the choking of tears But you know there is nothing left to be done about everything The damage has been done to your life and you can’t change the past Only look forward to your future and forget about the past at last
You walk out the doors now, leaving the one you loved behind You start walking down the stairs and then your tears make you blind It’s only been a few days, or weeks. You don’t even remember But you will always remember the life you spent, until you see each other again
This was actually tough to write because even though I have gone to a funeral for a loved one, I was too young to understand the pain, but I may have to endure this pain sometime soon due to my girlfriend having cancer and possibly passing away in under a year after her doctors told her she had 6-12 months left to live and that was told to her over a month and a half ago...