If only I knew how to say That we are all drowning in terrible pain But rather than run the other way We must stay to fight another day Of all the demons I have to slay I never feared them though you may Sometimes it may seem my heart is gray But it is from many battles, I had to pay For I am alive more than they And I never was scared of the fray For fear is how we truly fall prey Our hearts become easy to betray Our souls are lead too far astray Our weaknesses held out for their display Our minds too dull to hardly obey Our eyes too closed for our thoughts to sway And to our horrible dismay We just continue to decay Though we never feel it for all it weighs We just close your heart and begin to pray But the only way to hold the fear at bay Is if we start living now, today So mold your heart of the softest clay Mold it into the most beautiful vase And fill it with love that will always stay And maybe someday you'll feel okay