I've written you many times: poems letters messages. I get none in return, just empty promises. How much longer do I have to hold on to the smallest things? Love can only do so much. I know, I live in the past far too often. I have a habit of holding grudges, but what can I say, it's genetic? I can't let go of things that were said and done, on your end- not mine. I need something to make me forget. I need a great love, declaration of feelings. Will that ever happen?