I have not written in 3 years
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I have everything I have ever wanted
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My life is filled with blessings
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I am surrounded by people who love me
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I am a disgusting peice of ****
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"It will get better soon"
1 year passes
"Yeah, I'm just tired"
2 years pass
"I won't, I promise"
3 years pass
"No big deal, I'm okay!"
14 years slip away
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I feel like a ghost
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