Expectations have a way of breaking your heart. They highlight the grey line between thought and the actual know. You never know anything unless its explicitly said but in my life, even the spoken words hold no weight anymore. There is no trust in the mere words that are spoken to me because without action, they mean nothing. Same as an apology; would rather skip the sorry and see/be the proof. I have not always been right. To be honest, i've been more wrong. Life has a way of humbling you and showing you exactly what you need and most of the time, it's just you. And even in myself, I've had to learn to not have expectations because after 26 years, I'm still learning what I'm capable of and who I am.