Everything is crashing down around me
I feel helpless
Desperately trying to stop the falling pieces from hurting people
I begin to sob
Watching the pieces slip through my fingers
I don't know what to
The faces of loved ones are slowly etched with more and more pain
I'm buried in the fallen pieces
Suffocating my better judgement and doing what I know will hurt me for the benefit of others
I lay in the rubble
Allowing it to build up until I am crushed.