i think after all these years
i should die
by your hands

so you can see what you have done
and realize all you did
for all my life
was wrong

so you can feel guilt
for the first time
since abusing me was
nothing to you

so you can finally have something to talk about
use me as a sob story
or complain
and say i was the worst child anyone could ever have
and say i deserved it

and to be honest
i don’t see you ever being nice to me
and caring about me
even after i pass

so please
put me out of my misery