What if parents just loved for us. If the listen to our broken cry's. Imagine If we weren't alone anymore and had a someone who wanted us. Not another struggle for them to through in our face. I wonder if I will ever be good enough for them. One tells me how much she loves me and other only sees me as a cheap sitter. Throwing daggers at me whenever they get a chance. I don't understand what I did for him to stop treating me as someone who they care about. Maybe this is there way of caring but it hurts. I don't want to deal with this anymore.