". . . without hope change In sleep she seemed to walk forlorn." -(fro) Tennyson's (poem) "Mariana" (1830). (for Diana, who inspired the poem in visionary gleam)
And so you came loaded with lament Of all the world aflame in your eyes, so calm and wide, Grieving perhaps over 'might-have- beens,' yet with intent-- Sorrow the kind that had no home but with restraint in pride, A kind that made you not weak but aweary by adverse tide; Then sat yourself before me in quiet unease, sweet mournful Letting go of all. you truly are, all you could really do-- So much lost to an unfair world that neither revered the beautiful, Nor shielded its weak from its cruel cold! a world that had no chance for you-- An indifferent world that never knew you for real, for true.