He said I look pretty. That I'm his number one. She told me that I'm lying and no one really cares about me. He said I'm amazing and that I deserve The world. She told me I should leave the world, I almost did twice because of her. He gave a me a pill and never felt better. She gave me a knife and I never felt worse. He made me feel unstoppable, She stopped me in seconds. He helped me get out of bed, She chained me to it. He gave me too many ideas but she didnt give me enough. He was too good and it something felt off. She was the devil running around my head. He was my best friend but only vistited me once while. She was my worst enemy but came too often.