you kissed me a week ago
you tasted like
ashes
like burnt emotion
inhaling exhaling i told you
i hated watching you die

it had been two years since you had kissed me
this time i could taste your revived
true
strawberry breaths
sizzled after only a couple seconds
i tasted what i had seen
your inhales
and milky exhales

you abandoned me that night
so i thought-
he knows he slowly destroys his lungs
something must have happened for him
to not to give a ****
now that you left me
once again
i see
your sadness
you have passed it down to me
although i was faultless
you broke my heart and soul

i bought my first pack of cigarettes
cheers to you