I dream of our day of joy.  I dream of our love today with joy. To hold you and fill my life with joy you must know a part of me is in pain.  A pain that takes away my soul. I scream in pain my body screams in pain. My love for you holds me strong, my love for you makes me laugh and live but the pain tries to take you away from you it hurts I hurt today my love I want it to end.