Mar 2024
...finally understand now that I never will be far. :)
When you spin off into your self-downer mode,
I have to pull away. Over the years, I have told
you over and over again that they are old messages..
so unfairly placed into you a long time ago by others
who in no way are you.
When you repeat those horrendously-dismembering
messages, I have to temporarily go silent..
so not to keep harping on you to stop that
dead-end-street kind of ****.
At one time it horribly formed and defined you.
You are no longer that same horribly beat down person.
You just at times think you are.
I am in love with that brain of yours.
I struggle
with the part of it
that still believes its ok
to think that way.
It is not ok to think that way, young Love.. not anymore.
You will struggle with the thoughts wanting to surface
and take control.. how could you not?
They were plunged deeply into you
with such a horrible and contempt-filled violence.
It will continue to take time for the hard-wiring in you
to become slowly unkinked.. But love does that.
You already know that also. xoxo
Ok.. so you tend to be a couple of people at once
I've got an answer for that too.. 👀
https://youtu.be/xMaUebHdGUQ?si=8vTqc18HTOx8i9Pw
:)
I've got an answer for that too.. 👀
https://youtu.be/xMaUebHdGUQ?si=8vTqc18HTOx8i9Pw
:)
