i tend to escape myself almost hourly
I've built my life to be the day I once could only dream of
so why can't i take comfort in the home i made my own within myself
and in him
perhaps if i stopped dreaming i would be forced to be present
and then the one dream i dreamed to come true will be taken away
cause how dare i live a life that should only exist in dreams
I've convinced myself that i am unworthy of anything more
and that is some *******