Dream world in an alternate ground reality where the black trees are shadows lurking and waiting to consume the firefly light illuminating my blood like radioactive sludge pulsing loving breathing I want the transcendent mauve sky to drown me until I am nothing more than the ideals of humanity murmuring of the metal birds and mammals humming harmoniously with the beat of my ears I am not awake I have been here before somewhere in a past life I can feel it rattling in my bones another radio frequency is found tomorrow will not come because everything is here and now this moment expands as far as the eye can see and then some firewood burning inside my eyes charring my iris until the blue turns to orange and the icy barren air fills my lungs I am a wasteland