I don't understand myself at times.
I am so scared,
so terrified of the future.
I am so wary
from the past.
I often trip over regret.
I think about you so often it makes my head spin.
I fell on to my knees today in tears
and what's more;
I think I'm falling in love with you.
Your kisses speak love
and your presence relaxes me
but being without you makes me uneasy,
and this is what terrifies me.
I'm so scared it's not real,
that you're not real,
that everything we felt that night
is not real.
I wish I could be quick
to trust those perfect lips.
I've never craved someone before,
I've never needed someone
to complete me
until you;
you with those ocean eyes,
those arms that encompass me,
those kisses that fill my lungs.
I don't know how to look at you
without losing my breath.
Kissing you makes me want to cry
from the beauty it creates,
from the love it creates.
You are ecstasy.
You are the hands I need to hold
in the dark.
You are the lips I want to feel
forever.