My own train of thought-is my own train wreck- Heaven sent the failure- just trying not to break my neck- The cold steel is the weapon but the pen is so deadly- Signing to the lord,-praise me his melody- The blood that drips from my tiny slit eyes- Is the blood that burns from all my goodbyeβs- And I promised never to say cβest la vie- But right now in this moment I wish I could be- A better man-with a stronger hand- A better human whose vises are less consuming- I console among a counsel of fends- Villains and demons-expression-and dreams- Hands in your pocket-Empty like your soul- The devil is here-disguise it like gold- So chase your cheddar if that makes you whole- But the whole ******* thing goes around in circles. And what goes around comes around- And what goes up must come down- Like the train wreck of life-it crashes with no sound!